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the bottom was his earliest one. The one he wrote when Julia and he
were first married,
Yes, Clifford was a writer then. Large W. And he kept on thinking
of himself as one for many years after, despite the indifference of the
publishers. Finally, of course, his writing had become merely a
gesture. A stubborn unwillingness to admit defeat. Now, to be sure ,
the defeat was definite. Now that Julia, who before a year ago hadn't
put pen to paper, had written a book, had it accepted and now was
looking at advertisements that said, "over four hundred thousand
copies.
He picked up "Welcome Tomorrow" and opened it, as he opened
every book, in the middle. He read a paragraph. And then another. He
had just started a third when suddenly he stopped. He put down
Julia's book, reached over to the shelf and pulled out the dusty over
the crisp pages. Then he began to read aloud.
Clifford put the manuscript on the table on top of the book. For a
long time he sat quietly. Then he put the book in his lap and left the
manuscript on the table and began to read them, page against page. He
had his answer in ten minutes.
And then he went back downstairs. A couple of reporters were
still in the living-room. "But, Mrs. Oslow, naturally our readers are
interested," one was insisting. "When," he demanded, "will you finish
your next book?"
"I don't know," she answered uneasily.
Clifford came across the room to her, smiling. He put his arm
around her and pressed her shoulder firmly but gently. "Now, now,
Julia," he protested. "Let's tell the young man at once."
The reporter looked up.
"Mrs. Oslow's new novel," Clifford announced proudly, "will be
ready in another month."
Julia turned around and stared at him, quite terrified.
But Clifford kept on smiling. Then he reached into his pocket
and brought out the autograph book and pencil that had been forced
on him on his way home. "Sign here," he instructed.
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